have been

in minnesota since the 6th hung out with an old friend last night in a bum squat by the train tracks drank jim beam and pabst smoked cheap cigars looked through bum trash tooth pain faint after a month long battle i think it gave up for a season heard of a place in philly i might stay for 10 hours per week renivation looking forward to being inducted into the rock hall of failure after a succesfull show at the walker art center yes mom i am legit

beans

I have been eating a lot of beans.
re-fried beans,pinto beans,and Amy's black beans.
I like to put raw vegetables in them and wrap them in tortillas
with cheese something resembling burritos I guess.
I can't spell and must cut and paste back and fourth from this page to google
apparently i spelled google wrong but if i capitalize it its fine no red dotted line
Google.
this is one useless blog post one useless blog after another.
my teethe hurt.
when I went to the dentist last they cleaned 3/4s of my teeth one section, the southwest one if my mouth was a country ,was left alone to grow and fester I guess.
I have a wisdom tooth coming in and no dental insurance so i just eat pain pills and sweat because my liver cant take it.
I made an album over a year ago in Ireland that never got mixed this is not the first time this has happened.
I am going away soon to a future unimaginable.
Minnesota then I don't know Glasgow?
I felt that in some tiny way if I posted this it would make me feel better it does not

let us begin

with small bird chirps
though even these tiny creatures be derived
from the giant lumbering ghosts of reptiles

let us begin
with melodic a-rhythmic utterances
as our throat muscles strengthen
through affectionate exercise
after days eons of repetition
let us acquire control of the minute
and the vast expanse of song

i am a wale
now i am a butterfly
i am all that i can conceive of or give name to
my body will fail me

or Vice-Versa

but i am free for now
and perfect
like a cloud like a myth
i am the mountain and the man
that fire that purifies your hands
that first and last thought as you rise and fall
as you give birth
as you rest in the ground

shall i hold the stars in place
stop the sky
as one shuts up a book

and what are these lines here
drawn on the continents
these precious metals
that jingle in pockets
horded in caves
and these silly flags
oh man
you truly are a wonder
oh man alive
in your sandbox with your wooden gun
if you were born with a tail
wings
maybe a singular horn
what would you do then
be more agile in the trees
fly
communicate with me through your antennae
oh my swans my clay doves
my flowers
have some hope

a king

aching

some recent writings have offended you

that will happen